Nicole. 21. Loves God, family and friends. Ready to chill out with anyone. Tries not to hold grudges. Has the funniest brothers in town and loves them to bits. Tries to enjoy every moment. Probably not the best at technological stuffs so kudos to Justin who helped me out with this(:
At times, I really don't know what to do. I can't say anything to make you feel better and yet, the irony is that you dont need me to say anything. But I still feel that obligation to. The silence, it's so deafening sometimes but it's the only thing that seems right. We require honesty but it's not possible now. Especially when the mind isn't clear. After the call, I could only pray. My heart felt hardened. It came as a surprise. Just a minute ago, tears stinged my eyes but as I prayed, I felt that nothingness. It's something I don't understand and probably won't. But I take comfort in God's promises. I know He will lead the way. I know He is true. And I know we are all safe in His hands. Whatever small signs, I'll take note. I'm my own person, not a replica of you. That would be wrong if it happens. This morning, I hope was really a breakthrough. I'll keep praying.
The rain is great. But it's scary how it's already 3 40pm. Almost half the day is gone. Sunday please slow down ):
Don't be possessively clingly.
I'm reaching for You. Jesus I need you. And it's interesting how klove is playing Words I Would Say by Sidewalk Prophets.
If only that were possible(:
