Nicole. 21. Loves God, family and friends. Ready to chill out with anyone. Tries not to hold grudges. Has the funniest brothers in town and loves them to bits. Tries to enjoy every moment. Probably not the best at technological stuffs so kudos to Justin who helped me out with this(:
I have nothing to lose because everything I have is in Christ.
< 10:21 AM >
Hold Us Together
- Wednesday, January 26, 2011 -
Hold Us Together
It don't have a job Don't pay your bills Won't buy you a home In Beverly Hills
Won't fix your life In five easy steps Ain't the law of the land Or the government
But it's all you need..
Love, will, hold us together Make us a shelter to weather the storm
And I'll, be, my brothers keeper So the whole world will know That we're not alone
It's waiting for you Knockin' at your door! Every moment of truth When your heart hits the floor
When you're on your knees then...
Love, will, hold us together Make us a shelter to weather the storm
And I'll, be, my brothers keeper So the whole world will know That we're not alone
This is the first, day of the rest of your life This is the first, day of the rest of your life 'Cause even in the dark you can still see the light It's gonna be alright, s'gonna be alright
This is the first, day of the rest of your life This is the first, day of the rest of your life 'Cause even in the dark you can still see the light It's gonna be alright, s'gonna be alright
Love, will, hold us together Make us a shelter to weather the storm
And I'll, be, my brothers keeper So the whole world will know That we're not alone
It hasn't been the easiest of weeks that's for sure. Swollen eyes this morning. Emotions weighing down upon my heart. I'm confused. Tears were the subsititute for words. All I heard from God was "Is your security in me or him?" God, only you know my heart. I'll walk wherever You go, through tears and joy. It will be worth it. I committed myself to walk with You wherever You lead in 2011 despite struggling greatly that faithful 31st Dec 2010 on the steps of TTC. You will be faithful God. You have always been. Help me, to be found faithful through everything.
Hey you, thanks for your encouragements. We will get through this with God on our side. I love you.
< 10:49 PM >
You Alone
- Friday, January 21, 2011 -
(I'm suppose to be doing my readings now)
Week one of school is OVER. Simply because I don't have Friday classes. Hehe. Love the long weekends. Yay! :D It was quite a relaxing week since all the lectures were introductory and we only have a couple of readings to complete. So that pretty much sums up my first week in school. Nothing spectacular(:
But just before school started, I was able to eat Chili crab and kang kong. HEHEHE. Happy. Last friday, I went over to Grace's place to make oreo cheesecake and waffles. Ok, I didn't make waffles. After helping out with the cheesecake, I was too lazy to do waffles. But Grace, being the pro that she is, did them. It was goood. And the cheesecake turned out to be really nice. Even nicer if it were placed in the freezer. Yums. So yeah, spammed photos and played with her hair straightener before Rayson came over to put his stuff down. Once that was done, we made our way to the area to meet Jon. Chiliiiii craaaaab! It was good although we did over-order. haha. Ordered enough for 4 people when Jon wasn't eating. But it was really nice(: Was so satisfied after the meal. Heh. We headed to the Starbucks opposite the road to talk and what not. Very nice night. Parted ways at sembawang mrt, went with Jon to some playground to sit around and talk. Haha. Always the case. Talktalktalktalktalktalknonstop. So that was last friday. No photos because we didn't take any despite Jon bringing his camera. Today, maybe another round but this time, we'll head to Suki sushi for buffet. ^^ Hopefully things go as plan(:
I've learnt how assumptions can be so silly at times. It gives you a false idea of the situation. Sometimes, I don't know how to correct people or put the message across regarding things between us. So many have just jumped to the conclusion that we're together without knowing the story behind it. And no, we're not together if you're wondering. I'm not upset or frustrated. It's just weird to know that people know something is going on but they don't clarify. Initially, I honestly didn't know people could see something until some curious ones probed(: But whatever it is, i'm thankful for those I've been able to share this journey with.
Maybe I shouldn't be affected by what others think :/ Oh wells! Time to head out(:
< 12:55 PM >
A Mere Hug
- Thursday, January 13, 2011 -
I agree(: Keep smiling you all.
School is starting prettyy soon. Like what? 3 days? Gah. My room is still in chaos. I don't think I'll ever successfully pack it in time for school to start. Oh wells. As long as my table is clear, it should be fine....right? Hoping this semester will be good though. Last semester was a bit of a struggle so I'm hoping to do better this time(: Hee. And it'll add some routine to life since I'm not doing much these few days. Hurrr, brain, please don't fail me. Hahaha.
We should be able to survive(: I'll look forward to weekends :D
Yesterday was crazy. Eat too much already but it was gooood (according to my standard). Love japanese buffets. Hehehe. Had tuition before meeting Jon after his work to travel down to Keat Hong for Suki Sushi dinner buffet. Packed train :/ But we got there by 7pm and munched away. I shouldn't have eaten sushi first. Darn. I was quite full after eating a few plates. And when all the nice stuff like sashimi, yakitori, teppanyaki came, I was struggling to finish. Over ordering. But it was great(: The wasabi was madness and when I wanted to dip my sashimi with a small amount of lethal green paste, Jon made me drop my sashimi into the whole mess): And I had to eat it. Wah, scared like anything. But I decided to be sporty and eat it. Oh my tian. It was spicy and it hit my nose. And Jon, being Jon, denied me a drink-.- Haha. But the heat went away and I felt like I conqured something. Hahaha. Cheap thrills(:
This was some sashimi suhi thing. According to Jon, it was disgusting.
Spread of food 1
Spread of food 2
Trying to get an artistic shot maybe? :)
I was too busy eating, I hardly took pictures. But it was a good night spent. Walked back to my place and talked before having to go up. Did devotions and turned in early :D
Hehe. Tomorrow will be fun.
< 6:18 PM >
Your Love
- Saturday, January 8, 2011 -
(:
I love you God. Thank You for the past few weeks. We pray for Your favour(: